I want to borrow Arkham City from someone >w<
After neglecting to play with my XBox… I deserve to play a new game :3 

Today, I got to taste the feeling of people coming to see you cross stage. Surprisingly, I didn’t feel nervous. I guess it was more of pride taking over me saying, look at where I am now. So many doubts were thrown at me and here I am about to get my diploma :’) My mom, dad, grandpa and my boyfriend are going to be there watching me getting my diploma. Well, more like that piece of paper that says, “Yo, I’m not your diploma, but if you behaved throughout this ceremony then go to the cafeteria to get your diploma”. Anyway! It’s also bittersweet because I cannot have EVERYONE I love to the ceremony. My younger brothers can’t come inside. If I choose one over the other, what does that say to me as a big sister? It would be amazing to have unlimited people come in, but let’s be realistic. 290 of us are graduating. & then think of those students invites. That place… will be packed. Finally, my grandmothers aren’t there. It hurts that I can only choose 4 to come. But you know what, I know they’re proud of me. It’s fact. I know that in my past I have been a horrible procrastinator and didn’t get to promote from 8th to high school, but to be honest it’s nothing compared to GRADUATING from high school to the REAL world. It’s rewarding. & the fact that I know most of the people in my Senior Class & thinking how much we’ve changed. From baby freshies to superior seniors. Most of them I even know through middle school. & we have all definitely changed A LOT. & it’s funny how people write in people’s yearbooks, “Don’t change”. But you can never stop them from changing into the person they are from today. In my yearbook, I didn’t read the messages friends wrote, but…. the only exception…. After 3 years of lost connection, it hurts to know that someone I once really cared about turned into a stranger. But it’s good to know  that there was no harm done & that he wants to hang out with me one day. He’ll be close by. & like he said, “We will see each other soon.” Well, tomorrow is the big day. Going to rest. & figure out where my plans go from there :]